I am here at the crossroads
Uncertain of my direction
I am lost in the middle of confusion.
It is painful, I fear the conflict
Has started once again
But, have I got any option?
No, I don’t have any.
I have to stride across the tides
But I fear the current is too powerful
My strength was lost years ago
In tears and mire of delusion, it was gone.
I wish I can fight and stand the onslaught
Of my emotion, that pricks my soul
I do not understand anything now
Except that, I have to continue my fight for good.
The daunting tasks I know lies ahead
If I lose this battle now in the present
I could foresee the future beyond the zenith
Which overshadows the happy realms of life.
Life provides shade and food
But along with it gives pain and pleasure
Of which I have been balancing in pain more often
Than the pleasure which is but a minute interval.
I hope I do not break the soul apart
And, ruin the vessel that carries me within
Life, I don’t understand anymore
One thing I am certain, I am slipping gradually.
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Such a sad poem. Keep going. Don't give up my friend. I believe you are very strong in heart. Take good care. God Bless.
ReplyDeleteDon't look ahead nor look behind - stay in the moment and the fight won't seem nearly as daunting. We are never given more than we can bear though it may take some juggling to position it just so. Peace be with you my friend.
ReplyDeleteHi Venus and Janice, Thank you guys.
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